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March 28 A New EarthSo , I have been taking part in the New Earth webcast's every Monday night on Oprah.com. Bear with me ,I like to let spiritual things slowly digest before assimilating the teachings into my everyday life. This book is like the perfect desert, I know I would not get it if I had not read the previous books.
I do not believe in serendipity nor coincidence, this was Divine timing. I have been offering people free copies....I sound like a newly saved person that impedes and exhausts you about forming a personal relationship with Jesus, and saving your soul from an eternity of damnation. I am filled with awe at how many people have evolved past religion to spirituality just as I have. I am filled with wonderment at how connected all souls are. I am feeling grounded again, as if my spirit guide has returned (I had felt as if I had lost my way). Only this is surer, more profound. I feel small but yet still part of a whole. Collete used to tell me to walk barefooted outside so that I could release and obtain energy, that's how it feels only my connection is vast.
I finally snapped out of offering the book this Wednesday. I caught myself offering it again, and an old memory surfaced. I used to share with people a synopsis of my current lesson, and tell them to seek it out when and if they ever become ready. This way a seed is planted, if it takes root great if not great. I had to learn once again to respect the holiness of another's journey. Just Virgo peeking her head in again! March 09 Scared, ExcitedIt's official, well as official as anything governmental can be, I am going to Japan. It dawned on me at 3am today that I have to quick in a hurry decide what to do with the house. I am a tad bit OCDish, and cringe at the thought of people occupying my space. My next door neighbor left his house unoccupied for two years during military deployment. It's been rented out for the last year or so, his property management company does the minimum. Being a Virgo, and slightly OCDish is not a good combo. Spiritually I know that everything always works out for my betterment, but I still sweat the small stuff.
I was told not to take a vehicle because parking spaces are very tight, basically New York parking. I learned to drive in New York, there is no way that I am taking Bee (yes she is named). What to do with her though? Apparently there are a lot of used vehicles that cannot be exported to the States are for sale at great prices. I've checked out a few websites and the prices are cheap, purchasing a vehicle will be on the bottom of my list though. The train system from what I've been told takes you everywhere.
I started my immunization series for Japan Wednesday past, ouch! I have two physicals due by the end of April, and four more shots .....yippy
 ! I changed my mind and have decided to take Bee with me....I don't want to leave her in storage for three years. I have had so many ideas about what I will do with the house. I think my biggest OCDish apprehension has to do with the thought of other people living on my carpet...I really don't sit on my chair's. I saw an advert offering $900.00 whole house carpet and padding supposedly a sale so that is an option upon return. Naw, I might go with cork and wood who knows, because right about now I don't. March 06 Dr. Pausch
March 02 Restless AgainI have been offered the opportunity to relocate to Japan this summer for a three year stint. I am seriously considering the offer. Why not, I have for years asked the universe to send such offers my way. Asia has always been on my travel itinerary, and what better way to immerse myself in a culture. The cherry is I get paid while doing so.
You would think that after all the moving I have done I would not fret anymore. I guess I am still learning to trust myself.
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